thoughts are running through my mind, thinking why will this and that happen.




sometimes, things are just none of your business, but somehow, it ends up with you suffering because of all the crap they've done or been through. they never knew how much hurt i went through, and carry on with things this way. they never knew how much i miss those times.
they're indeed precious moments together.

when people say, it takes two hands to clap. yes, today i finally agreed. its tiring for one to keep catching up with the other, while the other just dont bother. ever wondered why we aint that close anymore? ever wondered why you dont miss me anymore? ya, that's because i'm always the one doing the catching up. yes, tiring indeed.

but, glad to know that i've got Jesus who saves. now, all i'll do is to keep them in my prayers. and see what my God does for me and i believe, when things changes, i'll be amazed by what my God has done for me.

i'm willing, and most most willing to be there, to stand by you, each time you need a shoulder to cry, or someone to listen to your rants. because, love never fades.


and! yes, i'm dreaming the wildest dream, tired sometimes to dream and imagine it. but still, im hanging on to my Father's love and promises for me! i promise to hang on, and will always do. and looking forward to that day when He'll make my heart skip a beat, and my jaw drop!(:

God! i hate to get stucked in between.




gabrielsoh the soon to be santa claus. HAHHAHAHA:P