school is starting in about 10 hrs time. yay shouldnt be there at my title for this post. im not feeling sleepy, and it worries me. cause hopefully, yes and amen that i shall wake up on time for class in that few hrs. but i thank God that i dont have a single 8am class! hallelujah!



life nowadays is still going great for me, around my world. but aint looking good somewhere right beside my world. that ever-good-looking pair and the pair of latin dancers that i look most most most up to in SP. shall dance again. that most beautiful and hottest latin dancer, she must be very very broken right now. i have no idea what exactly happened to the male, but i seriously hope and pray that he shall be fine. they shall dance again.



i miss my mummy. darn a lot. i last saw her just that afternoon, but i miss her now. yes now! im seriously wondering what's going on in her life right now. we're just so busy with our own lives that we didnt even talk for a minute.



all she asked was, did you record show for ah ma? where are you? alright, that's about it. i wonder how was her check up, i wonder why was there a need for her to go for that medical check up, i wonder why she hasnt call lately, i wonder why she dont even reply my sms right now, i wonder why she dont even ask me out for a meal even during her off days.


and now, i miss her. i text her to ask her to wait for me so that i can pass her her birthday gift just now. but, my heart dropped when i reached home, expecting to see her, yet. she wasnt here. but i thank God, that she did explain, she said she was really tired. Jesus. restore her strength, her youth like the eagle's. amen! i miss chatting with my mummy as if my phone bill is free.


i seriously dont understand why parents like to hide things from us. she is obviously lack of money, and when i ask abt it, she'll just say, its okay, i still have. blah blah. and she's really good at changing subject when i asked her about why are you going for checkups, what's wrong. great. as if i can read mind.


im worried, yet sad that she's hiding things, yet angry! gosh. its okay, things shall be much better from this moment. amen!



mummy, happy 44th birthday! i wish you love, joy, and health. and you will live ever more, you will live long long long long long long! give me time, i promise, i'll bring you out for dinner during your upcoming birthdays. i love you mummy. (:



dumpei. happy 20th birthday too! sorry that i've always neglected your birthdays man! i promise a gift for you this year, and i will! (: tc and happy happy birthday!





Jesus, blessed is every area in life of the righteous one. amen.





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