i feel so bless, and i know that i'm bless, but i'm not going to stop reminding myself that i'm bless. so here's a time for me to tell myself again that i am bless.


sorry to bore you readers but seriously, this is where i can remind how bless i am and i hope you're not bored reading how bless i am. and if you asking why am i so bless. the answer is God.



yes it is and it'll always be. i am only bless after Jesus took my place.




i mean! i grew up from a broken family and people come telling me. "you just look like you're from a happy family". okay, ofcause i'm from a happy family! but what they mean is those typical, loving family with a dad and a mom and lovely siblings. i have everything except that i miss out that part of my dad. he was there when i was young, but i dont know why i dont seem to find a picture of my that happy family, with my mom, dad and the three of us.


but to cut things short. eh, i'm living life so much more abundantly now can. i dont feel the lack of love anymore. i'm feeling so loved by my family, even though they dont show it. i feel so loved by my boyfriend even though he always shows it and i'm not sick of it. i feel so loved by my friends even though most of them dont really show it but i know when they miss me(: and i feel so loved by people around me! praise God! and from all these, i feel so loved by God.



and now. i love God because He first loved me. and now. i am bless and i am really grateful for each day that i have. to be able to see and walk in the love of God.



:D



i am really feeling very happy can.



anyway. i feel so holy. hahahah(:





okay. goodnight. i'm not going to skip school! i am not, yes. i'm going to pray that i'm not going to skip school.




weilin! congrats! you weigh lesser now cause you plucked out two teeth! clap clap. very brave. after this you can enjoy curry. then we go lakopi.




jeraldkngweian. i miss seeing you in school. and eh. meet up more for lunch. i know you miss me(:






gabrielsoh is asleep. and sweet dreams my sunshine:D