woots! term test! its going to be exciting! (that's the spirit!)
if only everyone can go through these boring times with this spirit, results are going to fly! ;D
i had fun man. although term tests are like next monday, but! i never seem to have time for it! hehe. thank you Jesus for time! Zone is here this saturday! its an exciting day and i shall forget about studies, cause my God gives me back the time much moreee!
oh, i was studying just now. one tiny weeny part of the chapter. but, instead, i think blogging is more funnnnnn cannnnnnn! see how much i love you all that i give your hungry eyes some delicious reading!
i went kbox that day, erm, i mean that night. went in at 11pm and came out at 6am. with gab and his fun, funny classmates. it was an awesome time spent. it was long since i spent my night outside, other than in school! but, i still miss my bed.
i hope i have the pictures here, but apparently. they arent. so! just keep reading when i have no idea what i'm going to write about.
oh ya, ask God for whoever you want your heart-to-heart friend to be. cause He's going to show you the way. to or not to. i guess, i found, that person of pouring out my whole heart to, well. i'm kinda like an introvert? i love to keep things to myself, as in. i'll still give you my pretty smile even when i feel damn sucky inside. till the point where, i cant take it anymore, i'll push everyone out of my way and go out for a deep breathe or weep like crazy for few minutes.
i seriously dont want to end up thinking that i know a particular person really well, but someday, someone just bang my head against the wall and show me that i dont. it was painful. i mean real painful, for both the bang and the heart. i took quite sometime to get over with it. i dont want another experience ever again.
yes, i might look cheerful. and there are reasons behind it. simply because. i dont like to be an emo kid, but just want to hack it and trust God for it. but still. as a human, i cant take it at times. and it seems like God is taking too long. but no, He was just waiting for the right time and my patience hasnt reached that level. well, i'm waiting for that day to come! (:
keeping things to myself has really really become a habit for me, not even my crazybf knows! well, cause i dont want to be too dependent on him till the point where i cant live without him, because, i cant live without Jesus! but still. i cherish Gab.(: i think i better write more about Gab before he comes complaining about the tiny little part about him in my post! eh! people dont even get to appear in my post alright. feel honoured! ;D
yup, trusting God for really, someone that i can turn to when i going to emo or bang my head against the wall. i have no idea why is it this particular person. but, well. i dont know.
well, but i have this full hands of friends and classmates that will sweep me off my feet when it comes everyday lively lives! YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN, twinkle twinkle little star!
and, i dont mind lending you my ear cause i've got two! hehe. i'll love to share your problems.
GOODBYE. wow, its only 9pm! so cool! i thought its 10 or 11pm and its time for bed. well, i'll try to study a little more.
GABRIELSOH ;D
i hope you're glad with your ultra big name and that passage up there, i love you(:
