22nd march. it has just been like one week and one day, but it seems like weeks had passed.


long days i had. but definitely enjoyable.
FOP is over, i mean freshman orientation preparation camp, suppose to be a 3D2N camp, but i stayed for, 4D4N. tiring, superb.


the unglam side of me just came out without control, saying it in a vulgar way means, i can fuck anyone that comes my way. pardon me, i'm trying my best to take control over myself. too many incidents just makes me want to scream and go crazy. but when everything is over. i realise, there's a need to go through all these. at least, i'll be well prepared to face ridiculous people during the actual camp itself. ridiculous, and i seriously mean it. if i were the evelyn tan last time, you'll just see me screaming every day. or may be, go around screwing people. God. i'm already trying my best. but, i realise. it shldnt be me trying my best. it shld just be resting, in God's grace and ignore, irritating and ridiculous people who just wasting my time and precious energy.



and again, i realise. and i'm so proud of this. it has been a long time since i got pissed over people. i mean, the last time is like, during the first sem in poly can! aint you amazed! ;D


okay, enough of that. i'll try not to screw anyone during the next camp. for i shall rest in the grace of God.


anyways, gab is back! ;D
and i'm certainly right about presentsssssssss. muahah. but, its things that you cant expect, cause its not those typical things bf will buy for gf, like earrings and stuff, although there was necklace. and. i loveeeee it.
oh! i had the biggest portion of presentssss. muahah.



anyway, i'm so happy, cause i believe, i'm getting my new phone real soon. and i've a nice brother, second brother i mean. MUAHAHAS. scream with me okay, i negotiated with him and hopefully, he'll buy it like tomorrow?! thank you Jesus that he will buy tml! ;D
SGH-F210, i call you mine in the name of Jesus.


people are like asking me. why this phone? and pretty will be the answer. i just love the way it is. not those normal ultra slim phones, which doesnt really impress me anymore. i'll love ultra slim phones if it's like last yr? ultra slim phones just seems to be getting more common. unique shape is the one i'm looking for. you dont have to be good in your functions, just look pretty and i'll love you. as simple as that.


cause i realise, no point for me going for good function phones. by the time i bought the phone i want, which has pretty good functions, a while later, i'll find myself looking for other phones and hoping to have it. cause functions always improves and its improving very fast. unless i've got plenty of extra cash, if not. pretty is fine with me. your phone may have 5 mp, do this do that. but if its a big bulky piece of thing. no thanks. vga camera, i also want okay. as long as its pretty!



phone phoneeeee. i cant wait. ;D
but still. Lord save me! how am i suppose to return gab's mummy her phone in this state?! -.-
Daddy, You'll make a way for me. amen!


anyway. i think i'm done with my updates in life. oh, no. not really. i really want to mention this. i really appreciates secondary school friends, who really bother to keep in touch with me. even like saying a little hi on msn. it really pleases me, people like, maky, dum, sasa, wong, tootz, kng. well, handful, but i know. they are the ones that'll be with me always. and i thank God for that. for the rest. i find it no point lah. since you make me feel like you've moved on with your life and i'm someone that just pass by your life. well, if that's the case, you're this kind of person to me too. we'll just end up being hi-bye friends again, and those beautiful days will go down the ugly drain. i once believe, friends stay forever. but now. i no longer believe it, until someone proves me wrong. okay, may be only God can do that. cause, some people just dont seem to bother.


OMG! i'm so sorry about this sudden thing. BUT! GOD IS AMAZING! as i was blogging, 0kay. till here, my brother came out and said hi. then i was like, hi, tml buy phone for me ar. then he went back to his room. again he open the door slightly, and something flew out and onto my table. hold and behold! ITS MY NEW PHONE'S BOX!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! HALLELUJAHHHHHH! ;D


its RED in colour can! CAN?! CAN?! ;D

gosh. goooood bye. i'm going to check it out NOW! ;D



i love the world !!!!!