in order to allow ms maky to stop saying that my blog is dead, i shall start updating.

the last thing i've done, squashed a tiny mini ant that crawled on my lappy. i'm glad that i've got a white one, so that i can spot ants easily and squash them! well, i didnt want to, but they're alllll around my house, i cant help.
there are like so freaking many of them that i'm scared of them can (well, when they come in thousands =/)

okay, next. today is WONG JIAQI's BIRTHDAY! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAQI!

i hope you've enjoyed yourself.(:

anyway, i saw the birthday girl at bugis just now and being too excited, i think i screamed too loud. =/
omg, but! well, it has really really been a long time since i last saw her, and it was surprising to see her, well, i guess. its God.(:

and, after that, i went for maky's and min's concert at NAFA. being a performer and a audience, is totally a different thing. well, just to be truthful, i miss the last time i went up a stage to perform. well, i guess, i wouldnt have the chance to do so anymore, unless i decide to take up something. but, currently, co is still fun, but, what really makes me want to pour my heart and soul is something that i wouldnt join - dancesport. (:

i love seeing people dancing latin, and all sorts of ballroom dances it totally looks fun and nice. well, its a waste, if i'm learning it since young, i'll be having much fun now. but, Daddy God doesnt short change me(:

anyway. camp is round the corner, well, i'm scared. =/

the feeling that i had when i was going for my sec one orientation camp came back. i dont know~, but. i'm not looking forward to it. but, one day, it'll come, one day, i'll still have to go. i'll just have to trust God.
wait for my good news that i've enjoyed every single bit of the camp. it has been a really longgg time since i went for an adventure camp. i felt that, i've grown up. why.

sleeping without my bed, bathing in a dirty toilet, having late nights, early mornings, rolling in the mud, or even, stepping on the grass its a ewwwwwww to me. but, i've been through all these before. maybe, its just because i havent been doing this for a long time?
well, i just think so.

thank You Jesus that You'll be here with me, go to the camp with me, go through the camp with me and come out of the camp with me. i'm not alone. AMEN! :D

arghs, i miss xiaozhu lahhhs. he's in singapore. but WHERE?! i feel like i want to camp at his hotel's lobby lar. sian. i miss his freaking cute face. and, i missed his signing sessions can! rahs.


its okay~


anyway, so many things had been through my mind recently, so much so that it feels like its exploding. =/

am i living life too fast-paced?! that i cant even breathe?

well, i miss secondary school life.

many people are saying, dont hang on to the past. well, i cant help.

but, does it even harm when you just take one damn fucking minute and think of the wonderful times? they are just simply so fun, worries-free.

i miss those times when i can go to school, not worrying about handing up my homework, i miss those times when i go to the polyclinic to get an MC as and when i like, i miss those times when i sit outside staffroom and stone, i miss those times when i sit down and really enjoy every single moment of life, smell it, taste it and conscious that it just past me. i miss those fun times with fun people. i miss going toilet with chia and kexian, i miss staring at maky when she walks pass me, i miss screaming potato or fishy, i miss pinching jordan wong, i miss stoning with tootz, i miss quarreling with kngweian, i miss going for co practice, i miss talking to mstay, i miss mrgui calling me et. i miss practicing amaths even when i hate it, i miss going for recess and stroll back to class except for geog and chem. GOD. i miss everything!

but, most importantly, i miss the people that made everything worth remembering. if i were in the same polytechnic as you guys, will i even be in closer contact with you guys? not a single call, its alright, may be busy, a short sms, or even an online instant msg!

gosh, are you guys that busy!. take a short moment, and just fill yourselves with memories of those times. well, maybe, i'm just forgotten. but, i still thank God. i met all of you. those, are one of my best times.

any single short sms from all of you, will just brighten up my day even more! life in SP, not being able to crush into you guys during break times just suck can! how i wish i can bump into anyone of you and scream my lungs off each time and give a big bear hug! well, i'm just dreaming. forget it.


see, as i've said. i'll never be short-changed. however! i'm still having fun in SP. my classmates are just awesome lah. check out their vulgarities, we just speak like no government. and all sorts of crazy things, although still not crazy enough. but, i had good times laughing my arse off and many many many good times asking them to kiss my arse. =/

anything can bring us together, but nothing, can take those memories away.

take some time, slow down, think of anyone that came into your life before, this is when, you're living life. work, money and entertainment doesnt stays. friends are love, and love stays.



its a long long longgggggg update, i post on demand! =/


JESUS CHRIST SAVES. and We are the reason that He gave His life.


GABSOH IS SOME CRAZY PIG THAT BITES HIMSELF=/
je t'aime.
liew, got two lines hor! hahaha
i'll miss you lar! during my camp and suzhou):
but, i'm bless to have you. really. (: