i seriously dont understand many things in life. but, Daddy only wants me to do it. there is no need for me to understand. man, but Daddy, its not the things that You want me to do that i dont understand. its the people that i dont understand. its the things that are happening that i dont understand. Daddy, please do show me the light soon. i dont want to be left there, knowing nothing. but, well. may be, its better for me to know nothing than something that i dont wish to know.

and i believe, only Daddy can understand people. there are many people who does weird things. well, things that seems weird to me, may be only me. and, i tried to understand. man, i cant. im here to say, i cant. why is he like that, why is she like that? i tried my best to reason out, well, may be its because of his family, may be is because of the way of life she had lived for years, so.... cannot blame her/him. but, rahhhs. im NOT GOD. i cant reason out every reason and love everyone! there will be people who irritates me or there will be people where i find "weird". no one is perfect, yes, no one is, so we must accept people as the way they are. okay fine. then tell me, im not perfect too, so are you telling me that you're accepting the way i despise people? well, may be some people can, but MOST cannot. anddddd. truthfully, i cant too. i dont like it when i realise that i'm dont-liking this person. is like what the fuck, i dont like people, people dont like me. then there will be this question, where's world peace?

many questions will be left unanswered. tell me and stop me from finding these answers, there'll never be an end. Daddy, save meeeeee.

Daddy,flood me with your presence once and again..