HELLOS PEOPLE! miss me?! man, even if you dont, you know what. i missed every single one of you. i miss the fun times that we all had. but, that doesnt mean that my work was not fun! im starting to love work. the people there are getting friendly. even the ones whom i thought look damn fierce, smiled at me! MAN. PRIASE JESUS! i believe, Daddy will take care of all my relationships with the people at work, and strong friendships will be built by Him, FOR ME. AMEN. because He loves me so much. (:
i really miss you people you know! it feels like ages since i see you people. i didnt know that i miss tootz & min until i see them today. tootz kinda forced me to visit them at work today. and so i did, since i wasnt that tired. when i saw them, Jesus, i felt that, i'm away in some countries for YEARS. AHHAAH. they're damn busy lah, and i saw a pair of shoes that i like but i dont fit. HAHHAHA. i dont know if i want to (: or ):.
you know, i feel that the ENCOUNTER JESUS camp had really made me different. not on the outside, but inside me. i'm feeling Hungry for Jesus like ALWAYS?! and He filled my mind like 24/7! you know. this is what, all i want from camp. i want to be filled with Him, because, His love had really really touched my heart. and i dont have to gain His love, His love is already here, for me. He showers me with love like no one has done before, and no one will ever do it. He made me feels precious, He always comfort me and makes me feel better when i feel lousy. He is the only one, who i dare to speak everything that i have in my heart. He accompanies me where ever i go. and there yesterday. i had to eat lunch alone. and i hate it, and i told Him that i hate to take my meals alone, and i wished that someone will be there to eat with me. and i felt as if i heard this in me " I'm here with you. ". Jesus, that really really changed my mood and i enjoyed my meal. (: and also, when i saw jordan and potato praising Him during services and stuffs. the feeling in my heart was just so nice, and its very difficult to explain. it really feels so good when you see your friends get saved, because you know, they will never be the same anymore and many many many good days are ahead of them. and you know, after the camp, i really learn to love people. i really feel love and know what it is. there was a time, during service. tootz, potato and i held hands and prayed for each other. we're suppose to pray for each other whatever that comes into your heart. but, i prayed in the spirit, and after that, i asked for blessings to fall upon them, and i told Daddy that i never want them to leave my life. we didnt stop crying, and i really realise that they are important in my life. at that moment, i fell in love with them all over again. when i turn over, i saw kng and jordan hugging together. that is really heart warming. i just felt the urge to run over and hug them too! but i didnt want to interupt their prayers. after that, jordan, kng, tootz, potato and i hugged together. it was great i tell you. it feels so good to have your love ones to be by your side, and its even better when the presence of Jesus is there. and you know what? i believe that Jesus had made us closer and add more foundations to our ship, and because of Jesus, we'll never ever part.
same with you people. you know, no matter which way we go after the results are out. and as for sasa and dum and christine, and llin, and this and that. and many many of you. i cant name all lol. even if we all didnt end up in the same school, there will be something which will pull us back together. and i believe, Jesus will make me want to be back with all of you. every single one. because, He taught me how important love is. He even made me feel like saying " i love you " to my mummy. and our family, NEVER says those words to each other.. that was the kind of great impact that He has impacted me. think about it. if your family is not close to each other, if you dont talk to your siblings about your life and your problems. and suddenly, this perfect man, by the name of Jesus, makes you want to do that. wont you love Him? He died on the cross for you, even before you're born. just because, He wants you to be back at Daddy's side. Daddy sacrifice His own son just for you to be by His side. you know how painful is it to see your son hanging there on the cross. He sent His own son to be hung on the cross just for you! oh dont you love Him? (:
i feel like my life is sooo different now. it has been a long time since i moodswing people already okay! and you know what, when your gf or bf leaves you. that's because, you deserve a better one. (; my precious ones, i miss you all. and meet up some days okay! BYEBYE. have a Blessed day.
With love,
Evelyn.