WEEEEEEEEEE~ im home from EJ camp. miss me anyone? i bet no, cause there are like not much tags except for one ): but its OKAY. Lol
okay, anyway, the camp was really really awesome. the strong presence of God really restored me. there were like many many many things that happened during this four days and three nights. during the camp we had services in the morning and at night as well. and i enjoyed every single one of it. okay, and im like really really excited about blogging it although im like real tired.
the bus journey was LONG LONG LONG. but its okay, we managed to occupy ourselves with stuffs, but most of the time we're sleeping. wahahha, and when we reached there, at Port Dickson Guoman Hotel. we're really like half-awake that kind. and we suppose to like change into our sports wear. then we were like thinking like, oh shit. must be some tedious activities like running round the hotel or something. but blessedly it wasnt. we're suppose to play games in our DARE GROUPS. and im in SUPER D ONE! ((((: alrights, and there goes the games, it was an enjoyable time. and we check in into our rooms! OKAY, the shit thing is. both of the hotel room keys that they gave us were unable to open the door! tootz, potato and i were like damn it. hahahhaha. then i went down to the reception and changed it. and realised that there were soooooo many other rooms that had the same problem! then later on, we realised that the hotel gave us the wrong set of hotel keys. BUT! we were graceful enough to forgive them! hahaha. alrights, after we bathe and had dinner. we had service, but first. dinner. the food was superb. HOTEL FOOD LEI! hahaha. there we varieties and its buffet. so eat all you like. haha. it was really nice lah, and i ate hotel food for the past 3 plus days, arent you envious of me? ((((:
next, service! i'm touched by God at the very first service. most of us were crying during the service, the anointing of God is just soo strong that we cant help, but to cry. you'll just cry suddenly. and, you know, its Daddy who does it. i cried everyday during the camp, although not every service. hahaha.
and and and. when i went up to get prayed for. i think its Coach Hee Jhun who prayed for me. i cant stop crying when he prayed. he first prayed in the holy spirit and speak to me as the messager. seriously, he spoke. but, the only thing that i remembered Daddy telling me was, " You're not stupid". and when i told tootz, she laughed sooo hard. hahaha. but its okay. and during the other services, there were also encounters with Jesus. there was one service. when all the campers and coaches get prayed for, Coach Vale prayed for me i think. and i started to feel the power of God. i felt restored. and i fell on the ground. most of them, when you get prayed for, will fall. but not everyone. every single one of us, react to Jesus differently. some will cry, some will feel peace and stuffs. and at first i didnt know that. when i fell. i felt so peaceful. the ballroom was actually filled with loud music, the worship leaders were still worshiping God. so the music was loud.
but at that moment when i was lying there. i felt that the music had soften by so much. and i tried opening my eyes, then like very difficult. then i didnt lor. then i felt as if im floating. the peace that was in me was sooooooo great. it makes me feel so good so good. and a while later, i stood up, i didnt cry. and at first, as i've said. i didnt know that every one has different ways of responding to God. thus, i felt a lil disappointed as i thought, i didnt really encounter Jesus. then i was like telling Him that, how disappointed i am, and how much i hope to really really feel His embrace and presence. and a while later, i just started crying again. and before that service ends, Pastor Dan told us about the thingy where everyone actually respond to Daddy differently! then im like elated alrights! i really think that Daddy had actually answered my prayer through Pastor Dan and i think there were also so other people who felt the same way as i did!
alrights, and Pastor also asked us to receive the blessing of double portion in everything. and i did received! ((: it was really really great. after that service. you know what? i was informed that im hired. oh see, my Daddy really gave me and i received my blessing of double portions. you know, i just took cab home like less than an hour ago from clementi. and it was around 15 dollars. and im like sian-ed. however, when i stepped into my house, my cousin was like telling me " eh, ah ma got put money for you lei" then when i looked at the amount. its 30 dollars. for those who fail your maths, two times of 15 is 30. so, look, this is an evidence of Daddy blessing me with double portions of everything. and i believe, there are lots more to come. not only in my finances, and also. in studies, family, friends. in fact, every single area of my life.
my fingers are really getting tired, and i bet your eyes are tired too. but, im still going to continue. you know. the services were so happening. its like, although everyone is soooo tired due to the activities in the day, then night services, you'll be like tired. but you know what, the hunger for Jesus had won over all the tiredness. its like practically the whole camp and coaches were jumping and praising Jesus during the Praise and Worship time! i had never Worship Jesus for sooo long before you know! and for continuously 3 days. but, i really really enjoyed it. each service, i experience Him in a different way and i thank Him for the different areas of my life. and i really felt God had really touched my heart and embrace me! i felt that He was so near so near to me! and i just love the feeling.
as i had said, so many things had happened during this camp. i've got my job, i placed my problems into Jesus nail-pierced Hands, i experience Him in a way that i had never before, i made commando friends, i fell in love with Jesus even deeper, i enjoyed myself so much after such a long time, i've got touched by Jesus extraordinary touch. and you know what. i really think, i walked out of the camp differently. i'm no longer the one that i am before camp. and this change is just extraordinary, that no humans can explain. Daddy had made me walk out of the camp different! and Daddy, i love you! anyway, i'll stop here. will continue more abt the camp soon! and im really excited to blog abt it. hahaha. i need rest. BYEBYE. btw, I LOVE COACH ALICE! hahahaha, she's SO SUPERB SART! (((:
Daddy, thank you for this camp. thank you for the experiences. and thank you, for allowing me to receive everything that You had blessed me with easily. thank you so much. i love you! ((:
I'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I'll stand my soul Lord to you surrendered
All I am is YOURS
With love,
Evelyn.