excuse me, sorry for not blogging for such a long time! its not me who dont want to blog. its blogger who prevents me from blogging. i typed a longggggg post that day. and it bloody hell got error when publising, so, conclusion is, my longggggg post is gone, and i had wasted my time. arse hole. -.-

alrights anyway, im going to give it a try again. i was saying in that suppose-to-be-published post that im doing my physics. i shld go YAYS. that im starting on my physics few weeks ago, but is a big SIGH. i began to grumble abt not paying attention in mrgui's lesson last yr, and this yr. im really like WHAT THE * . not having the basics from sec 3 really suck. i read the textbook. trying to understand. some parts, i did understand, but some parts just dont seem to make sense. and kng wei an, im telling you this. i dont want to ask daddy gui is because, it wont be fair to him, if i ask him to reteach me things. i was the one who chose not to pay attention in class, i was the one who stubbornly dont want to do physics, i was the one who hacks and flung physics all the way until this yr end. it is definitely not right to ask him abt the damn basic physics concepts. its damn unfair to him. so, please stop saying that i DONT WANT TO ASK. and im a GONE CASE if i dont. i did all that i can, i didnt ask you some five-yrs-series questions meh? you mean i didnt ask you at all? so please dont ever try to jump into conclusion and make me piss. thank you very much.

suck, i'll do all that i can for physics paper. and i've really got nothing more to say abt it. since kng wei an states that i DONT WANT TO ASK. yaaa. i dont want to ask mr gui, only. get it?

alrights. let's talk abt the happy things. wahah. im telling you, im damn excited after o levels! i'll be going either pulai desaru/china. and HONGKONG in JANUARY! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!. its really making me go crazy! wahaha. and HILLSONGS CONCERT on the 25 of nov.! YAYs. sooo fun life. man, i cant wait. im looking forward to after 'o's more than 'o's. actually, im kinda excited abt my o levels. cause, it means that o levels are going to END. wahah. you may be thinking that i dont care abt my work huh. im telling you, im doing more work than those afternoons that i sat outside staffroom and does nothing okay. im doing more work than those times, you may say that its not enough, my mummy is already telling me that if i dont do well in any particular subject, i can retake it next yr. so, what do i have to say? -.- anyway. she said that is not to make me feel stressed up. how can i not love my mummy? in the first place. im not stressed up. and i dont know why. and, say whatever that you like, cause im really depending on Jesus for my results. of cause i must manifest on my work lah! like duh. it doesnt mean i depend on him and does nothing okay!. wahah. okay. isnt this a long post? BYEBYE.

Jesus makes my life sooooooo exciting. YAYs.