i had a WEIRD dream last night, i can still remember. i actually told myself that i was dreaming when im in the dream. but, dont know what happen. i thought, its real for that moment. and even said, " no, im NOT DREAMING " argh, totally bullshit. it was sooooo wonderful, till the irritating alarm when off. allowing me to confirm that - i was dreaming. -.-"

if only it was real. if only, if only. life is full of " if only " ahahahaha.