mid-year results are released. i flunked 4 subs. out of this four. three were sciences, a triple science class fail three science? crap. i missed bio by 1% , CHEM by 0.4% and physics, by dont know how many % . results may be rounded up. but the fact is. i still fail.

i should have expected all these. i expected. and i thought, i can face it yar. i practically didnt study for the whole exam. i mean. i may look like. i said i did. the fact is i didnt. but, the feeling is never good. c6 for three subs, and b3 for one. who will laugh when they do badly? the only fear that i have, is to let my mummy know abt this kind of shit results. ya, shit. really shit. she's now angry with me, i didnt visit my grandpa at the hospital. i didnt, she's pissed by that. sometimes, i wonder, what is this mummy for? for show? sighs.

i just dont wan her to worry. i dont.