heys. wells, im thinking. should i drop? LOL. finish doing the paper then say bah.

btw. CHINESE is OVER. and i do not need to BLOG in hanyupinying ANYMORE. its lame, well i know. i want to PRAISE JESUS~!


to KHIM MAK : wells, sometimes, when things dont come your way. look at it at the other point of view. the BIG challenge in life is to stay happy 24/7. but please yea? who the hell can do that? there may be people, but definitely NOT you AND me. however, when you dont know sadness, you WONT know what's happiness. i know how you feel. you want love from your family? i miss my mummy too. they quarel, let them quarel. they'll get sick of it one day. love, is not something that can be gain easily. saying " i love you" is a habit from young. you'll feel awkward, when you suddenly say it to her or him after a LONG time. but, as long as you know they love you. it will be fine. she wont bother to scold you if she dont love you. she's loving you, but in a different way. and you may not like it. but its HER way of life. its HER choice. so i feel, we should actually smile when MUMMY scolds. it shows that they EVEN bother abt us right? it also shows that they dont want us to be like that. but if you smile infront of her, when she scold you. ofcause, you'll get more scolding lahs. like duh~ . everyone needs love from their family. if you dont feel it. then think why. no mummy will not love their babies de lah! cheer up ehs! (:

im envy of those who get to hug their mummy everyday too. but i thought. if i were to hug her. i'll feel awkward. LOL. lame lahs. life's weird.